Before I buck up
This morning I went to the basement to put some laundry on, and saw something that broke my heart a little more.
Just before our wedding, this came up on Freecycle. I immediately emailed asking for it, thinking “We don’t need it this second, but we should soon enough, maybe”. We picked it up and I had Rob put it down in the basement “for now”.

Well, it’s been three years, and we’re never going to need it. And I think that now it’s time to let it go, too. It just shatters me to do so.
August 14th, 2009 saat: 9:44 am
August 14th, 2009 saat: 3:51 pm
Jeeze, Louise, I think you need a big ole hug. (((((LOUISE)))))
XOXOXO
Glad you’ve got the pups to help you smile these days………
they look like they’re lovies!
August 14th, 2009 saat: 4:14 pm
August 14th, 2009 saat: 8:20 pm
*hugs* if it makes you sad to see it there, it might be better when it’s gone. I know it doesnt help at all, but it might help a little, not having a reminder around.
August 14th, 2009 saat: 9:09 pm
strange how little things become accidental symbols of wounds that are almost otherwise too big to represent.
i’m so sorry.
August 14th, 2009 saat: 9:09 pm
August 15th, 2009 saat: 1:13 am
August 16th, 2009 saat: 1:09 pm
no words, just hugs ((((((Louise)))))))
Nancy P
August 18th, 2009 saat: 1:35 pm
Oh sweetie…I’m so sorry.