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Before I buck up

August 14, 2009 by Louise

This morning I went to the basement to put some laundry on, and saw something that broke my heart a little more.

Just before our wedding, this came up on Freecycle. I immediately emailed asking for it, thinking “We don’t need it this second, but we should soon enough, maybe”. We picked it up and I had Rob put it down in the basement “for now”.

Well, it’s been three years, and we’re never going to need it. And I think that now it’s time to let it go, too. It just shatters me to do so.


9 Comments

  1. Lisa says:

    :-( I’m sorry. ((((LOUISE))))

  2. MM says:

    Jeeze, Louise, I think you need a big ole hug. (((((LOUISE)))))
    XOXOXO

    Glad you’ve got the pups to help you smile these days………
    they look like they’re lovies!

  3. DJ says:

    :( oh girlfriend… *hugs*

  4. alianora says:

    *hugs* if it makes you sad to see it there, it might be better when it’s gone. I know it doesnt help at all, but it might help a little, not having a reminder around.

  5. Bon says:

    strange how little things become accidental symbols of wounds that are almost otherwise too big to represent.

    i’m so sorry.

  6. Erika Schmerika says:

    :( to infinity

  7. Nancy P says:

    no words, just hugs ((((((Louise)))))))
    Nancy P

  8. Mrs Chaos says:

    Oh sweetie…I’m so sorry.

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