Remember the surgery I’ve mentioned about 90000 times? It’s tomorrow.

I have to get to the hospital (an hour and a half away) for 9 am, and the operation will be about 2 or 2 1/2 hours later.

I realize that it’s a relatively simple procedure (I think? maybe? okay I don’t actually know that for sure at all) but I’m still nervous as fuck and freaking out a little bit about… well, everything.

Knowing I wouldn’t sleep tonight otherwise, I just took 2 Benadryls (1 benadryl usually knocks me out fairly well so 2 should be even better). We’re going to drop the dogs off at my mom’s tomorrow at around 7:30, and then we’ll drive up to the hospital. Of course there’s to be no eating or drinking after midnight tonight (not a problem since I’m ASLEEP at midnight).

My next post will either be a few days from now, or tomorrow but completely incoherent because of the (I hope!) pain meds that I will be taking afterward. I mean, seriously. If I go through all this for nothing and all they give me is Advil? I’m gonna be pissed.

Wish me luck!

xoxo