It slices! It dices!
I am having surgery at the end of July. Have I mentioned that? What’s that? Only about 9000 times? Well then I should probably mention it just once more!
I am, at the moment, fairly calm about it all, simply because I don’t allow myself to think about it. When I do try to think about it, all I do is think about what could go wrong.
Aside from the obvious (them finding out that my insides are all kinds of mental), there are plenty of things I’m worrying about.
1)Anesthesia Awareness. Oh my God. I mean, I woke up halfway through my wisdom teeth extraction and I was still frozen, couldn’t FEEL anything, but was freaked out nonetheless. If I actually had this and could FEEL them poking around inside me? YIKES.
2) The after-surgery shoulder pain from the gas escaping. I just basically don’t like pain. Pain is not my friend.
3) Will I have to use Colonix or something, and have a bowel cleanse? Urgh. Not something I look forward to.
4) DYING. They said that since I have asthma, I have more of a chance of dying. DYING IS NOT MY IDEA OF A GOOD TIME.
5) Two weeks of laying around on the sofa? I like laying around enough, but not two weeks worth of enough. Hopefully this doesn’t take 2 weeks for recovery, but that’s what they told me to prepare for.
BUT! Casey had the same surgery as I’m having, just the other day. And while the surgery will likely be different for me than for her, because my doctor is pretty sure I have different stuff going on in there, following her story has given me some reassurances as to my fears. Also it has reassured me that (unless Canadian health care cheaps out, as it is wont to do) I might get Vicodin! And that sounds pretty interesting.
June 26th, 2009 saat: 6:41 pm
droogs!
cody got mad at me for getting’a saslsll’ WORST CARSE SCENARIO” on himbut i’m of htthe belief that if you expect thw worst then when it diesn’t suck as bad you’re plesantly surprised!
so i’m not going to say “ULL BEE FINE!” i’ll say “FRREEAK OUT!” and then you’ll be surprised when ur okay@!
and if you are miserbale? AT LEAST YUOU EXPEXTED IT!”
xoxoxoxo
DRUUGS!