In case you’ve ever asked yourself “Self, do you think Louise is a stress eater?” you should ask the large order of fries sitting in front of me.
I would also like to add, a big F Off! goes out to the effin Royal Bank. Effers.
(but it’s all okay now– they were just being jerkwads).
Know what?
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I just realized that I sat through an entire Shania Twain song without changing the channel. Of course, my ears are now bleeding and I believe my left cornea has melted, but that’s just the price you pay when you are faced with the Power of Eileen.
Medications: Blah. I smell like maple syrup now, PLUS I’m sleeping something like 14 hours a day and am groggy for the rest of it. No fun. Of course it’s only my 4th day of taking them so I have to wait awhile before the side effects wear off and I can see if they’re really working.
Fun: I made a delicious delicious chicken for dinner tonight. Also, I watched Empire Records. Then I heard somewhere that Ren?©e Zellweger had gotten married. Good for her. Her new husband (who has always seemed strangely oiled-up to me) will hopefully make her eat a few sandwiches and maybe a pork chop.
Wondering: Is it greedy of me to think about how I would like to have a wedding shower? I don’t think that I will have one (I doubt that anyone will throw me one and I don’t want to make one for myself– that is probably not normal), but I do think it would be a cool party to have. Okay. I’m kind of torn on this issue. Never mind.
Leems: Today I looked at them and they were sharing a carrot. And sort of looking at each other like “Hey, maybe we can be friends. Wait! Back off! Only if you promise not to hog the carrot!”. We’ll see how that goes.
DO YOU KNOW HOW DELICIOUS A COOKIE DOUGH BLIZZARD IS?
You do? Good.
Because YUM.
As you know, we are currently Poor. I’m not complaining about that.But one day, I would like to have… okay, let’s say $200. Just sitting there for me to waste on ME instead of trying to calculate how much we should spend on groceries, and how much we should spend on the light bill.
I would buy totally unnecessary girly-things. ALL FOR ME.
Things like:
-Makeup that costs more than $2.99. Like this:
and
-New, pretty cute clothes that fit me properly. I think I only have two outfits that fit me anymore, and they’re old, and they’re winter clothes. Plus, my boobs are too big for them. Feh. I realize that I’m fat, and I’m working on it, but in the meantime, can there be any clothes out there that don’t try to dress me like a six-year-old? Why do all the fat-lady clothes I see out there (not that I could afford them at the moment but ONE DAY I WILL BE ABLE TO SHOP AND I’D BETTER NOT END UP HAVING TO PAY FOR THIS CRAP) have appliqu?©s of kittens and butterflies across the chest?
Bah.
But I’m not grumpy or anything 
I’d ALSO need to bring someone with me if I ever do get to go shopping, for either makeup OR clothes, because I NEVER KNOW WHAT LOOKS GOOD ON ME. I want to actually look nice, instead of “oh there’s louise, she just bought exactly what the mannequin was wearing because she doesn’t know how to pick out nice outfits. Sadly, the colours make her look like she’s going to barf”.
I think I need those What Not To Wear people. And yeah, I’d totally let them say mean things to me if they would take me shopping and tell me what to put on. As long as they didn’t try to make me wear the pointy shoes. I can’t wear the pointy shoes. I know. I’ve tried.
These are the Things I Do When I Have Other Important Things To Blog About But I am Sleepy So I Am Waiting.
I was just taking some of my new meds today, when I noticed that the name of one of them seemed familiar.
So I looked it up. Uhm. In addition to what I’m taking it for, it’s also used to increase lactation during breastfeeding.
Marvy.
I realized this morning, after having read Jessica‘s post about the same thing, that I missed my two-year blogiversary (is that what it’s called? Well anyway). It was April 1st, I think, or March 31st. Well, March 31st there were some test posts, and April 1st was my first real post. So that is that! Hopefully this blog has been interesting to some people, because it’s been fun for me and I don’t really intend to stop.
Randomness:
I am awake at 7:01 am. I’ve actually been awake since around 3, 3:30. But that is my own fault. Yesterday I went to snuggle with Rob and watch a movie in the bedroom at probably 6 pm and when he tried to wake me up a couple of hours later I was like “NO LET ME SLEEP I’LL SLEEP ALL NIGHT I PROMISE”. Yep, I didn’t. But I feel well-rested now, so that’s good. Plus, I slept! For more than three hours! FOR 8 HOURS! Without taking any kind of sleeping pill or anything!
Speaking of which I got in to see my doctor the other day. She gave me another med to “boost” the antidepressant that I’m currently taking. This one will also make me sleep. My pharmacy won’t give it to me yet though because the doc said to cut it in half and only take half a tab, and the pharmacy is like “you’re not supposed to cut these” so they’re trying to get ahold of her and find out what she was talking about. I am set to go back to work on May 16th. Looking forward to it? Not really, but kind of. Yes because I miss my students and I like doing what I do. No because of where I’m doing what I do and the other people I have to deal with. Oh well, it’s only like, 6 weeks til summer vacation. Yes, I suck.
Also I have a question– Has anyone else heard, with depression, that if you stay depressed for more than six months, it causes brain damage? SOMEONE said that to me, I’m not saying who, but I’m wondering if others have heard the same thing. Because it sounds to me like a load of crap.
Yesterday we went to Wal Mart to drop off my prescriptions and while we were waiting we decided (okay, *I* decided) to use their registry thing and run around zapping things with their scanning wand. It was fun. I fully don’t even expect anyone to even look at the thing, but I just like running around scanning things. Rob also did some scanning. There are some “serious” things on the list, but there are alot of things like… hmm. 25 bottles of lube, an 8 pack of barbecue sauce, a picture of the Pope (John Paul 2), one package of m&m’s, the 1st season DVDs of Full House and McGyver.. .yeah.
Luckily we can change things (I hope) and like I said, we probably won’t be showing it to many people.
Okay now it is time for me to go watch Saved By The Bell! It’s on now! GOOD DAY TO YOU!
Okay, just because I’m obsessed with the new ‘do, another picture.
I’ll write other, better things later on, but right now, look at meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
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Okay people, I have a bit of a surprise for you.
Oh, what could it be?