The DNS thing still hasn’t propagated-whatever at home so again, I can blog from work but not from home.
I feel very… I don’t know. Coming in to work hasn’t been a pleasant thing for me lately. I find there are so many expectations which aren’t even explained to me (someone asked me this morning “Oh did you sign up for four committees?” “Um, no” “Oh, well you were supposed to… didn’t anyone tell you?”) and things that it’s okay for one teacher to do and not another.
I have lots of weird health things going on right now (got a call the other day saying that my pap test had come back atypical for the 2nd time, I needed to get another one; the boob doctor wants to see me again but didn’t say why), my family life is stressing me out, and I feel as though I leave for work in the dark (at 6:45 am) and get home from work and it’s almost dark (at 6 pm a lot of nights) and I’m living like a mole.
So, what constitutes a breakdown? Yeah, no worries, I’m not having a breakdown. I just feel extremely stressed. I’ve actually caught myself thinking “Hmm… if I broke my leg, I wonder how long I could not come to work” and “Hey, I wish we could have another hurricane” (WHICH I DON’T REALLY WISH ANY OF THOSE THINGS!!!). I just need some time. Some time to myself, and someone who actually explains things to me clearly.
Oh, and also seven million dollars. I’m sure y’all are getting right on that. Thanks 
*hugs* you deserve a medal for being such a good sport about all this crap, lousise. you ROCK.
Louise, you know I love you. You have touched my life in so many ways. I hope that you get through these health scares ok- seriously. I know it probably seems shitty and seems hopeless, but just know that everything happens for a reason and that I believe you will get through it all. I will be thinking of you, praying for you and lighting some candles for you sweetie.
I want to cheer you up, so I’ll let you know that I’m working on the 7 million dollars thing. This morning, I found a nickel while I was out walking. It’s yours!
Hell, I’m only $6,999,980 short of sending you the whole $7 million – should only take me about 80-90 more years (give or take a century) to get that last little bit I’m lacking… (grin)
Oh, wait… is that in Canadian funds? Because if so then I’m only $6,999,940 short actually. (lol)
I’m SO sorry you’re having such a hard time. I know you don’t know me, but if there’s ever anything I can do to help, just ask. =)